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In Episode 56, Haya and Jehan share a deeply emotional and heartfelt conversation, where their unspoken feelings and tensions finally surface. The episode opens with Haya asking Jehan when he first fell in love with her, hinting at their earlier interactions filled with playfulness and uncertainty. Jehan’s response surprises her as he recalls a moment when she threw cold slush at him, showing that his affection for her has grown from the smallest, most unexpected moments in their relationship.

As the conversation deepens, Haya reflects on how their love developed over time, likening it to a shadow that has always been with her. She admits she doesn’t remember exactly when she began associating Jehan’s name with her own, but she knows his presence has always been a part of her life. This realization leaves both of them in quiet contemplation, acknowledging the bond that has formed between them, even if they have not always been aware of it.

Their conversation takes a more serious turn when Haya brings up a wind chime she had once gifted Jehan, a reminder of the deep connection they share. She speaks about loyalty and gratitude, explaining how important these values are in building a life together. In a light-hearted moment, Haya teases Jehan about being less good-looking but still being her husband, despite his flaws.

Jehan then opens up about his internal struggles, admitting that he had been hesitant about fully committing to their relationship in the past. However, he realizes now that their bond had been established long before they even acknowledged it, and that the time for hesitation has passed. This marks a turning point for Jehan, as he fully embraces the idea of making their relationship work, moving beyond the uncertainties of the past.

The episode takes a dramatic turn as Jehan prepares to leave for a dangerous mission. Haya, overwhelmed with fear for his safety, begs him not to go. Jehan reassures her by explaining the strategic nature of his mission, highlighting the complexity of navigating the border between Turkey and Syria. Despite his calm demeanor, Haya’s anxiety grows as she imagines the potential dangers Jehan will face, including mines and ambushes by security forces.

Before Jehan leaves, he makes Haya promise not to follow him or look back after he departs, warning her that those who look back often turn to stone, metaphorically referencing the consequences of being emotionally trapped in the past. Haya reluctantly agrees, though her heart is heavy with worry and fear. In a symbolic gesture, Jehan gives Haya a fake tooth, which had been a part of his disguise, asking her to keep it as a token of their bond.

The episode ends with a heart-wrenching scene as Jehan disappears into the darkness, leaving Haya alone and filled with dread. Her promises to not follow or look back weigh heavily on her as she struggles with her desire to keep him safe. The night ends with a sense of foreboding as Haya realizes she may never see Jehan again, but she remains steadfast in her promise to let him go, even though every part of her wants to run after him.