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In Episode 49, Haya’s internal struggles take center stage as she grapples with her feelings for Jehan and her emotional exhaustion from their constant misunderstandings. The episode opens with Haya feeling isolated, trying to process everything that has happened between her and Jehan. As she lies next to Bahare, Haya is restless and filled with anxiety. Bahare, sensing her unease, asks Haya if she is angry with her. Haya assures Bahare that she is not angry, but her thoughts reveal a deep sense of frustration and confusion.

Bahare, in her usual innocent way, tries to comfort Haya by engaging in playful, childlike fantasies about flying with birds and floating in the air. This playful interaction momentarily distracts Haya from her inner turmoil, but it is clear that Haya’s mind is elsewhere, consumed by her thoughts of Jehan and the complexities of their relationship. The innocence of Bahare’s words contrasts sharply with the heaviness of Haya’s emotions, and Haya reflects on how carefree childhood used to be, free from the burdens she now carries.

As the night progresses, Haya receives a phone call from her brother, Ruheel, who informs her of their family’s desire to announce his wedding soon. He casually mentions that the wedding will only take place when both Haya and Jehan are present, reminding Haya of the expectations surrounding her relationship with Jehan. This conversation brings back memories of the promises Haya had made to herself, and she is left feeling the weight of those unfulfilled promises, especially since Jehan is nowhere to be found.

After the phone call, Haya prays, but as she reflects on her prayers, she feels a deep sense of emptiness. She realizes that she hasn’t truly prayed for herself or her desires since DJ’s death, as if a part of her ability to connect with the world had died along with her. Haya contemplates the fragility of relationships and how she has stopped asking for worldly things, unsure of why her prayers seem to lose meaning on her lips. Her relationship with God feels distant, as though there is an unbridgeable gap between her faith and her ability to trust in divine plans.

As she continues to reflect, Jehan unexpectedly appears in the room. His sudden presence shocks Haya, and she struggles to comprehend how he has entered without her noticing. Their interaction is tense and emotionally charged, with Jehan asking Haya why she has come to Cappadocia, and Haya responding defensively, denying that she came for him. The two engage in a heated exchange, filled with misunderstandings and suppressed emotions. Jehan is frustrated by Haya’s presence in Cappadocia and insists that she return home, while Haya, in her own frustration, refuses to leave.

The episode ends with Jehan leaving abruptly, and Haya, overwhelmed by emotions, collapses into tears. She is left feeling confused, hurt, and emotionally drained, unsure of where her relationship with Jehan stands or how to move forward.